okay..
so went to school today..
got back my results and wasnt satisfied at all...
som of my friends are very happy.. and glad to see it that way..
haha..

okay so yea..
going out today was quite ugh..
i don even have the mood to go AT ALL..
mm..
movie sucks... i really cant watch romantic movies (excluding twilight as there are action and violence involved) at all..
except for those parts which involve the parrot..
omg.. its like damn cute (:
other parts are like damn boring..
lol i was like smsing my sister and Chandni the whole time..
(:
it was fun rather than that movie.. lol?

okay so yea..
they went to take neo-prints but i didnt want to..
as i am not into those stuff anymore lol...
and yea..
i cant eat donuts for those who want to know the reasons...
firstly, i need to keep my weight steady..
secondly, if i do parkour, i need to keep myself fit and rarely eat junk food..

so yea..
went back home to abigail's house and get my stuff..
thanks to her dad for hlping me get back fast...
but my dad got angry as he waited too long... -.-''
ugh.. now i feel horrible..
shouldnt hav gone out as ugh.. well..
i should have gone playing tag and doing parkour with my sister and Maria and her friends..
haha xD

so yea..
and for those who did not get satisfying results.. (like me)
dont give me as this is not your last shot yet..
until the 'n' or 'o' levels..
work harder..
dont get troubled by those who doesnt like you for no reasons...
if you cant get control of yourself (that means that you always want to play and cant control yourself that you need to study)...
just force yourself to do the things you have to for example study..
and i find this way quite suitable for me..

last time before i even entered KC..
many people said that going into a girls school.. well, it will turn you into a les..
but i didnt belive in tht..(still im not a les)
u hav to control yourself and not let the world control you..
or maybe for those who think that you're not the 'real you'..
find or try something new to find the 'real you'..

for example, for me, i found parkour my thing..
i tried skateboarding.. well, ugh i am afraid of doing the stunts..
and you need to buy a board to start training..
so i didnt choose skateboard as my thing..
then i found parkour..
i knew it was my thing..
you just need a pair of shoes and off you go..
find your true freedom and way..
live free, run free..
haha xD

yea so yea..
going out with AKAJ was quite fun..
but ugh, well.. i dunno..
sometimes im just emo-ing all the way... -.-'''
dunno why..
yea im like the 'suffer-in-silence' type of girl..
i think going out with my sister, or rachel and ananya (though they are not really likeable)..
i can like be myself infront of them..
haha xD especially with my sis.. (:

well..
ugh.. i feel so terrible now..
gotta work on parkour now..
see ya!
and hope to stay in touch with the rest of you guys~! (:
god bless.

i wish i could turn back time..

sometimes we just turn out not meant to be friends...

everyone has a second chance...

i do parkour as i can run from cops (jus kidding), but for freerunning, it is a totally different.. thing...